I don't understand what emotions are but I am incredibly fascinated by them.  I relate them to a spiritual state.  This spiritual state is a fundamental aspect of my existence.  Can I arrange moments to make something special happen? I'm interested in that moment when contradicting emotions coalesce and I momentarily levitate outside of time.  Is this a spiritual state?  Why do we accept certain things as being real but insist others are not?  How can I bridge that gap?  I try to exist somewhere else, between these places.